I am a killer!

on 21st November,

I wanted to feed my hamsters.. so I opened the cage and put a fresh food.

Then, I saw HAHA my female hamster get out from her house.. 

Then I noticed a pinky thing stuck under her belly

it took me a few seconds to realise what is that thing?

oh it was BABY HAMSTER! 

my eyes widened! and I scream like hell I WAS SOOOO FREAKIN EXCITED!.

I told my bibik

aku : bibik hamster ada baby!

bibik: mana dik? 

aku: ni ha.. cepat cepat!

i was so excited!

 because since the first day i bought hamsters i wanted the baby as well.

so it took them ONLY A MONTH to make babies! 

wao! i was so shocked! my friend's hamster got baby after a year she kept them.

Then I wanted to tell the news to my bestfriends!

So I called Aida first.. and she doesn't answer.. and i frowned..

I called Rahmah.. she doesn't anwer too.. grr (forgotten that she is working)

Then I wanted to call Adilla. but she is not at home.. she is camping to somewhere TT^TT

so I called Aida once again.. luckily she answered!

then I told her.. and she sounds excited too..

Then only i told my parents.. They were happy for me..

Then I look at the babies.. There are 3 all of them.. I named them HUHU,HEHE,HOHO !

then I touched one of them.. because it was too cute to resist!

I really cannot hold myself from touching it!

Few hours later, I checked my hamsters.. to see the babies of course.

I noticed that one of them missing!

I searched for it, but can never be found..

so I made an assumption that the baby might get eaten by the mother or father.

actually, a person CANNOT TOUCH the babies before they are one month old! 

because it will leave a scent to the babies.. and make their mother confused.

because the mother knows her babies by smell.. 

if the babies smell different than the other,

the mother might eat the baby because she thought the baby as an intruder

I regretted that I touched the baby!

I know that Im not supposed to touch it!

but i cannot endure it because it is way too cute!

and I never thought that just less than a second touch, could leave a scent on the baby

I totally regretted.. 

now there are only 2 babies left.

Last night i put them downstairs on a shoe cabinet.

because it stinks when i put them in my room.

So today, I look up for my hamster.. wanted to know if they are okay..

THEN!!

I saw ants in the cage! I freaked out!

The ants are in the hamster's house where the babies is placed .

I cursed the ants for getting in the cage.. 

I have to change the bedding to a new one

but the problem is.. how should I transfer the baby? 

i cannot touch them.. i might KILL the baby AGAIN

so i transferred the babies using a spoon..

before using the spoon, i rubbed it to the current bedding.

to make it smells familiar to the mother.

so I placed the mother and her babies in a Tupperware for temporary

while I washed and clean the cage and change to a new bedding..

 after all that I placed them back in the cage.. 

am so glad that everything went smooth..

I prayed to god, 

"Please don't let the mother eat the babies again, all I'm trying to do is helping her to avoid the babies and the mother from getting bitten by the ants" 

Few hours later.. I checked on them again i love to check on them

counting the babies..pheww! glad that the two babies is still there.

but one of the baby doesn't move?

I bet that it is sleeping.. but my heart doesn't say so..

I shake the cage lightly, the sleeping mother now awake.. 

and she starts digging.. the mother move towards the baby which i thought was sleeping.

the baby wont move, it stiffen.. the mother looks like she is trying to wake her baby.

but it is not working. i sighed.

And now i'm completely sure that the baby is now sleeping for forever..

Tears rolling down to my cheek.. 

and i take out the dead baby using a spoon..

i wanted to make sure if the baby really died.. i touch it slightly,

but nothing happens. It is confirmed that the baby is now gone..

Then I bury it at the side of my house.. Praying to god that I'll get many hamster babies in future..

I think the baby died maybe from it get bitten by the ants or I hurt it when I am trying to take it out from the cage to clean the cage..

If only I didn't take out the cage out of my room, the baby may still alive and the ants wont get in the cage.

now, only one baby left that is HUHU.. I hope it will live a long healthy life..

p/s: sorry for any messed up grammar.. I cannot think properly right now.

Accounting

Okay!

Today is Friday!

The end.

Hahaha! No! No! No! I'm joking..

hmm.. today I'd like to finish my account assignment.(hope soo ==') 

All I need to do is type it in M.Words

Woaah! Too many to type.. My fingers cannot be move anymore..

grr.. but what can I do.. I need to finish this task for my SPM baybeh!

I cannot ruin my SPM result! NO WAY!  

Look! Even Nichkun says sooo! ;D

after finished typing, then I can go print my work. =_='
Then, balik kampung! XD

A dream that feel so real!

Ayah had to go outstation in Banting.

Then, friends of ayah came to my house to fetch ayah

SUDDENLY!!

There came a big van!

I saw Taecyeon and Yoona from SNSD

I dont know why I dont have that jumpy feeling

I dont get excited seeing them..

Then I walked into my house..

Guess what I saw!!! 

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!!!NICHKUN!!!

OH MAI GOD!

I screamed like hell!

I said to him in english "Is it really you??!! for real??!!"

"Yes I'm Nichkun" he replied with his smiling eyes!

Oh maai!! 

Then I introduced him to my mum. "Mum, this is Nichkun from 2pm!"

and my mum just replied with. "Oh" (=,=''grr..how cold)

Then we had a short conversation

Me: Why are you here anyway?

Nichkun: I have a concert with the other 2pm's members.

Me: Oh really? Where is the location? 

Nichkun: I can't tell you, since I'm an artist.. But.. I can give you a clue.. That is under the bridge.(while both of us heading to his van and holding hands. He actually hold my hand tight!OMG!)

When both of us at the side of the van,

Nichkun: I have to go now...Q,Q (with a sad face on his face)

Me: Noo.. TT^TT

Before he get into the van he HUGGED me!

OMMMMGGG!

My heart pounding like crazeeeh!!

After he left. I ran towards my house, looking up for Notebook

I wanted to update my fb status about the meeting with Nichkun

For some reason, I don't know why Facebook won't show up.

After trying for many time, I gave up.

And sit next to my mum. "Mak, ni bukan mimpi kan?"(while slapping my face)

Then the dream just ended like that! That feel so REAL!REAL!REAL!

I never thought that it is only a DREAM.. why do it has to be a dream?..

oh yeah dont you feel weird to have a concert under the bridge? 
and when do Nichkun enter my house when I am outside when the van actually just arrived? 
hahaha funny aite? that is what we call a DREAM!
usually dream has a weird plot.. but this dream has the best plot eva!
Thats why it felt so real!
And when i wake up, i smile like an angel.. wah angel? ewww
my heart pounds even when i'm thinking about this dream


Last night I kept terjaga from my sleep
Then I wanted to look at the time on my phone.
Then I saw Nichkun's picture. Because I set Nichkun as my wallpaper! heheh!
After looking at the time, I continued zZzZz
That must be why I dream of him! XD 

ok tolong jangan tiru aksi dalam mimpi ini 
seperti holding hands and hugging!
Dont do it okay! Hahah! Okie buddies!
Adios! 

I Love Nichkun!

SPM

Woaah! Time flies so fast!

Its November already! Haiyoo.. sangat takut 

 Next year SPM! No way! I'm not ready yet!

Form 4 ni pun entah macam apa je result.

Inikan SPM!

This coming school holiday,

My mum will send me to tuition class..

I need to recover the Form 4 topics!

Especially for Addmath, Physics, Chemistry and Account

No more playing my dear. TT^TT

SPM is my future! SPM decides what is the right job for me.

If my SPM hancur sia-sia je sekolah 13 tahun! (including 2 years of Tadika)

I really need to pull up my socks starting now!

I wish to all SPM candidates of 2012 will get a flying colours result!

Amin!

My ideal body!

wondering who she is? 

she is Park Kahi/ Park Gahee from korean girl's group After School

lately she has become my ideal body!

just look at her! she is not TOO THIN or TOO FAT. 

she has a perfect body proportion! that's why I idolised her!

I like her matured look.I prefer matured than cute-look.

I want an abs like her and she is tall! 

her thigh is awesome! and not too thin and too fat.

I don't like a too thin body because it will makes you look like a SKELETON!

like Fina from AF9

a totally NO - NO - NO!