24 November 2011

I am a killer!

on 21st November,

I wanted to feed my hamsters.. so I opened the cage and put a fresh food.
Then, I saw HAHA my female hamster get out from her house.. 
Then I noticed a pinky thing stuck under her belly
it took me a few seconds to realise what is that thing?
oh it was BABY HAMSTER! 
my eyes widened! and I scream like hell I WAS SOOOO FREAKIN EXCITED!.
I told my bibik
aku : bibik hamster ada baby!
bibik: mana dik? 
aku: ni ha.. cepat cepat!
i was so excited!
 because since the first day i bought hamsters i wanted the baby as well.
so it took them ONLY A MONTH to make babies! 
wao! i was so shocked! my friend's hamster got baby after a year she kept them.

Then I wanted to tell the news to my bestfriends!
So I called Aida first.. and she doesn't answer.. and i frowned..
I called Rahmah.. she doesn't anwer too.. grr (forgotten that she is working)
Then I wanted to call Adilla. but she is not at home.. she is camping to somewhere TT^TT
so I called Aida once again.. luckily she answered!
then I told her.. and she sounds excited too..

Then only i told my parents.. They were happy for me..

Then I look at the babies.. There are 3 all of them.. I named them HUHU,HEHE,HOHO !
then I touched one of them.. because it was too cute to resist!
I really cannot hold myself from touching it!

Few hours later, I checked my hamsters.. to see the babies of course.
I noticed that one of them missing!
I searched for it, but can never be found..
so I made an assumption that the baby might get eaten by the mother or father.
actually, a person CANNOT TOUCH the babies before they are one month old! 
because it will leave a scent to the babies.. and make their mother confused.
because the mother knows her babies by smell.. 
if the babies smell different than the other,
the mother might eat the baby because she thought the baby as an intruder

I regretted that I touched the baby!
I know that Im not supposed to touch it!
but i cannot endure it because it is way too cute!
and I never thought that just less than a second touch, could leave a scent on the baby
I totally regretted.. 
now there are only 2 babies left.

Last night i put them downstairs on a shoe cabinet.
because it stinks when i put them in my room.
So today, I look up for my hamster.. wanted to know if they are okay..
THEN!!
I saw ants in the cage! I freaked out!
The ants are in the hamster's house where the babies is placed .
I cursed the ants for getting in the cage.. 
I have to change the bedding to a new one
but the problem is.. how should I transfer the baby? 
i cannot touch them.. i might KILL the baby AGAIN
so i transferred the babies using a spoon..
before using the spoon, i rubbed it to the current bedding.
to make it smells familiar to the mother.
so I placed the mother and her babies in a Tupperware for temporary
while I washed and clean the cage and change to a new bedding..
 after all that I placed them back in the cage.. 
am so glad that everything went smooth..

I prayed to god, 
"Please don't let the mother eat the babies again, all I'm trying to do is helping her to avoid the babies and the mother from getting bitten by the ants" 

Few hours later.. I checked on them again i love to check on them
counting the babies..pheww! glad that the two babies is still there.
but one of the baby doesn't move?
I bet that it is sleeping.. but my heart doesn't say so..
I shake the cage lightly, the sleeping mother now awake.. 
and she starts digging.. the mother move towards the baby which i thought was sleeping.
the baby wont move, it stiffen.. the mother looks like she is trying to wake her baby.
but it is not working. i sighed.
And now i'm completely sure that the baby is now sleeping for forever..
Tears rolling down to my cheek.. 
and i take out the dead baby using a spoon..
i wanted to make sure if the baby really died.. i touch it slightly,
but nothing happens. It is confirmed that the baby is now gone..
Then I bury it at the side of my house.. Praying to god that I'll get many hamster babies in future..
I think the baby died maybe from it get bitten by the ants or I hurt it when I am trying to take it out from the cage to clean the cage..
If only I didn't take out the cage out of my room, the baby may still alive and the ants wont get in the cage.

now, only one baby left that is HUHU.. I hope it will live a long healthy life..

p/s: sorry for any messed up grammar.. I cannot think properly right now.



04 November 2011

Accounting

Okay!
Today is Friday!
The end.
Hahaha! No! No! No! I'm joking..

hmm.. today I'd like to finish my account assignment.(hope soo ==') 
All I need to do is type it in M.Words
Woaah! Too many to type.. My fingers cannot be move anymore..
grr.. but what can I do.. I need to finish this task for my SPM baybeh!
I cannot ruin my SPM result! NO WAY!  

Look! Even Nichkun says sooo! ;D

after finished typing, then I can go print my work. =_='
Then, balik kampung! XD


03 November 2011

A dream that feel so real!

Ayah had to go outstation in Banting.
Then, friends of ayah came to my house to fetch ayah

SUDDENLY!!
There came a big van!
I saw Taecyeon and Yoona from SNSD
I dont know why I dont have that jumpy feeling
I dont get excited seeing them..

Then I walked into my house..
Guess what I saw!!! 
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!!!NICHKUN!!!
OH MAI GOD!
I screamed like hell!
I said to him in english "Is it really you??!! for real??!!"
"Yes I'm Nichkun" he replied with his smiling eyes!
Oh maai!! 

Then I introduced him to my mum. "Mum, this is Nichkun from 2pm!"
and my mum just replied with. "Oh" (=,=''grr..how cold)
Then we had a short conversation

Me: Why are you here anyway?
Nichkun: I have a concert with the other 2pm's members.
Me: Oh really? Where is the location? 
Nichkun: I can't tell you, since I'm an artist.. But.. I can give you a clue.. That is under the bridge.(while both of us heading to his van and holding hands. He actually hold my hand tight!OMG!)
When both of us at the side of the van,
Nichkun: I have to go now...Q,Q (with a sad face on his face)
Me: Noo.. TT^TT
Before he get into the van he HUGGED me!
OMMMMGGG!
My heart pounding like crazeeeh!!
After he left. I ran towards my house, looking up for Notebook
I wanted to update my fb status about the meeting with Nichkun
For some reason, I don't know why Facebook won't show up.
After trying for many time, I gave up.
And sit next to my mum. "Mak, ni bukan mimpi kan?"(while slapping my face)

Then the dream just ended like that! That feel so REAL!REAL!REAL!
I never thought that it is only a DREAM.. why do it has to be a dream?..
oh yeah dont you feel weird to have a concert under the bridge? 
and when do Nichkun enter my house when I am outside when the van actually just arrived? 
hahaha funny aite? that is what we call a DREAM!
usually dream has a weird plot.. but this dream has the best plot eva!
Thats why it felt so real!
And when i wake up, i smile like an angel.. wah angel? ewww
my heart pounds even when i'm thinking about this dream


Last night I kept terjaga from my sleep
Then I wanted to look at the time on my phone.
Then I saw Nichkun's picture. Because I set Nichkun as my wallpaper! heheh!
After looking at the time, I continued zZzZz
That must be why I dream of him! XD 


ok tolong jangan tiru aksi dalam mimpi ini 
seperti holding hands and hugging!
Dont do it okay! Hahah! Okie buddies!
Adios! 
I Love Nichkun!




02 November 2011

SPM

Woaah! Time flies so fast!
Its November already! Haiyoo.. sangat takut 
 Next year SPM! No way! I'm not ready yet!
Form 4 ni pun entah macam apa je result.
Inikan SPM!

This coming school holiday,
My mum will send me to tuition class..
I need to recover the Form 4 topics!
Especially for Addmath, Physics, Chemistry and Account
No more playing my dear. TT^TT
SPM is my future! SPM decides what is the right job for me.
If my SPM hancur sia-sia je sekolah 13 tahun! (including 2 years of Tadika)
I really need to pull up my socks starting now!


I wish to all SPM candidates of 2012 will get a flying colours result!
Amin!





26 October 2011

My ideal body!



wondering who she is? 
she is Park Kahi/ Park Gahee from korean girl's group After School
lately she has become my ideal body!
just look at her! she is not TOO THIN or TOO FAT. 
she has a perfect body proportion! that's why I idolised her!
I like her matured look.I prefer matured than cute-look.
I want an abs like her and she is tall! 
her thigh is awesome! and not too thin and too fat.

I don't like a too thin body because it will makes you look like a SKELETON!
like Fina from AF9
a totally NO - NO - NO!



08 October 2011

Jangan Hampiri Zina Part 2

sambungan part 1 (disebabkan entry tu amat amatlah panjang kan)  
Yes, I admit , aku pernah lakukan benda tu jugak iaitu ZINA TANGAN.. i did it once when i was 13-14. Biasalah bila dah bercinta, tak sah kalau tak pegang2 kan. dengan siapa? biarlah Allah sahaja yang tahu. Moga Allah ampunkan dosa aku and budak tu. Amin. Sesungguhnya manusia tu tak lari dari kesalahan. Sama lah jugak dengan aku dan korang semua.

Sekarang ni, orang yang bertudung or not. Dah macam sama je. Bukan niat nak mengutuk. Tapi realiti kehidupan zaman sekarang ni.. Tengoklah dengan mata kepala korang sendiri. Yang bertudung pun dengan selamba je pegang-pegang tangan , peluk-peluk. Baik tanggalkan je tudung tu kalau setakat nak cover love bite kan. buat malu kaum yang bertudung macam aku ni ha.  Entahlah, kat mana je aku pergi mesti ada je maksiat. Baik kat sekolah, shopping mall, playground n etc.. Dah macam jadi trend kan pegang tangan tu? Bila aku tegur tulah jawapannya "standard ah tu.. pegang tangan je'' and ada yang cakap ''wah berceramah nampak!''
Itulah manusia, bila ditegur dikatanya kita malaikat lah, berceramah macam ustazah lah. Korang sedar tak? Aku tegur untuk kebaikan korang jugak! Kalau aku tak tegur aku berdosa tahu tak? Kenapa? Sebab aku seolah-olah menyokong apa yang korang buat tu! (errr...sorry terlebih emo pulak) bukan apa, aku sedih bila korang cakap macam tu.. Tak pelah yang penting aku dah melakukan tanggungjawab aku, korang nak berubah atau tak nak, itu korang punya pasal. aku tak paksa. Tapi yang paling menyedihkan, yang bertudung bermesraan dengan si boyfie and tunjuk tunjuk pulak to all the people on the net.
that is tayang tayang their love affection from the gambar. Kau tahu tak berapa banyak mata yang melihat korang punye kezinaan? And selagi gambar tu masih ada, selagi tu jugaklah korang kena tanggung dosa korang tu. 


So since aku form 2 ke form 1 tah.. aku start men-single-kan diri aku. why? ni lah sebabnya.. aku takut kalau2 terlanjur. aku tak nak malukan parent aku. Lebih baik mencegah kan? Kang bila dah sarat mengandung barulah nak ingat Tuhan. Tapi ada yang lagi teruk, buang je baby tu kat mana2 dorang nak. Tong sampah? x main lah.. Semak samun? no no no.. letak dalam beg? hei, dah ramai orang buatlah.. Campak from bangunan lah! apa lagi?! baru lah DRAMATIC! See.. punya lah cetek nya otak mereka ni.. Sanggup kan dorang? Membunuh anak yang dorang penat-penat kandung selama 9 bulan.. Kalau aku lah jadi kat tempat dorang ni.. Aku hantar je baby tu kat mana rumah anak yatim, rumah anak angkat or bagi kat sesiapa yang nak. 


So kepada you you and you readers kalau nak berubah, teruskan aku lagi galakkan.. Allah pun suka. Percayalah tak ada 'profit','benefit' and all the fit fit pun ber-couple ni. Penghujungnya adalah KEMUSNAHAN a.k.a clash.
So buat apa bercouple?. ending nya still clash jugak. bila dah nak clash menangis teresak-esak separuh mati. kan mencari padah namanya.. haissh.. ni sebenarnya pengalaman aku.. hahaha.. lawakkan? but yes.bila difikirkan balik, aku rase sangat-sangat lah bodoh sebab menangis sebab lelaki? eeww.. geli jee.. haha.. dah dah itu kisah lama!



Now aku dah single for years.. Yeah.. otak aku tak serabut lagi nak menjaga hati si dia. Hidup aku lebih tenang sekarang. CeeeWah ayat! tak boleh skema lagi ke? Tak perlu nak menjaga hati orang lain. Jaga diri sendiri and family sudah. Ini makan minum pun parent tanggung ada hati nak ber-boypren and ber-girlpren macam aku dulu =_='


sesiapa yang terasa, i'm sorry kay. 



Tips mengelak diri daripada terjebak dengan cinta

Katakan "TIDAK" pada cinta.
Katakan, "CINTA" itu MAKSIAT dan DOSA
Katakan "CINTA" itu menjatuhkan maruah
Oleh itu, JANGAN berkawan dengan orang dilamun cinta nanti terpengaruh
JANGAN membuka ruang diri untuk bercinta dan dicintai.
bila ada orang melafazkan kata "CINTA", katakan "Aku takut pada larangan ALLAH."
ingatlah, orang yang didesak oleh perasaannya untuk bercinta tetapi melawan perasaannya, iman dan hatinya sedang diuji oleh Allah, supaya Allah melihat bagaimana hamba-hambanya berusaha mentaati-Nya.
ingatlah orang yang tinggi maruahnya tidak akan bercinta kecuali dengan pasangan yang sah selepas ijab kabul.
ingatlah, cinta remaja tidak kesampaian. Jika sampai kejinjang pelamin, ia menjadi HAMBAR.

Faedah cinta:

hilang tumpuan belajar
kekecewaan dan kegagalan 
keluh resah dan tidak tenang
HILANG MARUAH DIRI
kemusnahan diri
SESAT dari jalan yang lurus
TIADA RAHMAT DAN KEBERKATAN.

GOOD LUCK FELLAS! :D

    Jangan Hampiri Zina! Part 1

    ASSALAMUALAIKUM FELLOW READERS!
    Hari tu,on 27th Oct aku pergi Kem Pemantapan (1 day).
    Yepp. Kem tu memang best. Tapi dari pagi sampai petang dok dengar ceramah jelah..
    Seb baik ustaz2 ceramah tu best.
    Apa yang aku dapat dari kem ni?
    Banyak jugaklah. Tapi aku tertarik sangat dengan satu buku comel ni..
    Buku ni aku dapat masa kat kem.
    Buku tu kecik je.. Tapi isi die, MANTAP!


    nilah cover page nye..
    meh aku cecite sikit isi die..

    Q: Kami hanya berbual, berbincang, bertanya khabar, minum2 adakah itu menghampiri zina?
    A: Ya, perbuatan itu boleh menjerumus kamu ke lembah perzinaan.


    Q: Kami dapat mengawal perasaan kami dan tidak berniat ke arah itu.
    A: Hari ini ya. tetapi esok mungkin kamu kecundang.Apabila berduaan antara lelaki dan perempuan , syaitan akan menghembus perasaan berahi. Perasaan ketika itu sukar untuk dikawal. Pintu perzinaan pun terbuka. Desakan nafsu semakin kuat. Iblis riang gembira melihat mangsa godaanya yang hampir terpedaya.


    Q: "Takkan nak berbual-bual pun tak boleh? Itu pun zina juga ke?"
    A: Zina ada bermacam-macam jenis dan peringkatnya. Ada zina betul. Ada zina TANGAN iaitu BERPEGANG-PEGANGAN. ada zina mata iaitu melihat kekasihnya dgn perasaan BERAHI and sama lah jugak as melihat auratnya. Ada satu lagi zina iaitu zina hati, berkhayal dgn berahi bersama kekasihnya. Rasullullah bersabda: Kedua-dua tangan juga berzina dan zinanya adalah menyentuh .Kedua-dua kaki juga berzina dan zinanya adalh berjalan menuju ketempat pertemuan.Mulut juga berzina dan zinanya ialah CIUMAN! (HR muslim dan abu daud)


    Q: kami bincang pelajaran sahaja. Tak buat apa2 pun. Ni study group
    A: Study group? tak kan berdua je? Nampak lain macam je,senyum memanjang tak mcm gaya tgh discussing pun.Takkan awak berdua tak ada perasaan apa2? kalau awak bedua tiada perasaan apa2, tentu awak kurang sihat? Ingat kita bukan malaikat, tak ada nafsu. jangan menafikan fitrah manusia.Kita ada nafsu, ada keinginan. Itulah manusia.


    Q:kalau begitu, cinta remaja semuanya menghampiri kepada perzinaan?
    A: Ya, kalau boy and girl bertemu tentu perasaan mereka terusik. kemudian perasaan dilayan. kemudian teringat dan rindu. kemudian pertemuan diatur. Selepas itu, duduk berdua-dua. Kemudian mencari tempat sunyi sikit for PRIVACY. (privacy ye bang n cik kak?) Kemudian berbual panjang dan mengasyikkan. Usik mengusik bermula, jika merajuk ada yang merajuk. (Eeeee.. gelimakkk!) Hubungan semakin rapat, dah berani PEGANG TANGAN,duduk semakin dekat. kalau tadi macam kawan, sekarang macam pengantin baru semalam.. bukankah semakin hampir dan dekat dengan perzinaan? Penghujung jalan cinta adalah perzinaan wahai kawan-kawan ku!. Sedarlah, ramai orang yang bercinta telah sampai ke daerah perzinaan dan kesengsaraan! kasihanilah diri sendiri dan ibubapa yang melahirkan kita, JANGAN DICONTENG ARANG KE MUKA MEREKA.


    Q:Tanya sikit, adik angkat, abang angkat and all the terangkat-angkat boleh ke? ganti bercinta?
    A: semua itu adalah tipu daya syaitan dan perangkap syaitan. hakikat dan matlamatnya adalah sama; suatu bentuk tipu daya iblis dan syaitan. Orang yang terlibat dalam budaya "angkat" ini sebenarnya telah masuk ke perangkap syaitan. cuma menunggu masa untuk dikorbankan.


    Q: Tentu ada cinta secara islam??
    A; cinta secara Islam hanya satu iaitu perkahwinan. Cinta berlaku selepas kahwin. Itulah cinta Qudus. Cinta yang bermaruah bukan cinta murahan dan jalanan. percayalah, apabila Allah melarang sesuatu perkara, tentu ia gantikan dengan sesuatu yang lebih baik. Kalau dia melarang cinta antara lelaki dan perempuan sebelum kahwin, Allah berikan ''sesuatu'' sebagai ganti yang lebih baik iaitu perkahwinan.

    all credit goes to 'Jangan Hampiri Zina' by Sektor Pendidikan Islam.

    29 August 2011

    HAPPY RAYA!

    HI ALL <3 
    TODAY i'll be going back to my father's side hometown in Morib.
    I really can't wait for tomorrow! 
    want to raya and collect money!!

    WEEEE
    oh, sempena bulan Aidiladhafitri,
    I want to take this golden opportunity to say,
    I'M SORRY for all the wrong doings, 
    sometimes i don't notice that i hurt your feelings,
    i may talk bad of you,
    i may beat you,
    i may pinch you,
    i may get mad and go berserk,
    and whatsoever all the things that getting in your nerve
    I BEG FOR YOUR FORGIVENESS BUDDY!
    if you have forgiven me, i'll do the same :3


    LOTS OF LURVE : NADIAH <3

    11 August 2011

    RAMADHAN! 


    Is the month where I eat a lot of shtuffss!
    kebab, nasi ayam, n bla bla bla!
    But not this year.. I don't eat a lot as i did as the past Ramadhan
    This Ramadhan, I drink a lot and eat something that is not heavy
    Such as fried chicken, kebab.. 
    I lost appetite to eat.. Don't know why..
    Maybe there is cacing in my tummy? Oh nose!!


    okay the end.
    has nothing to say.. hahha!

    06 August 2011

    The come back!

    !Alhamdulillah!

    Today at 12.30 my cat finally home!
    It came by itself accompanied by other cats.

    The story begins here.
    When my cat went missing, 
    I told the cats (6 cats altogether) behind my house to look up for my cat.
    I begged them, and give them some foods.

    And today!

    After I took my bath, I played with other cat in my kitchen. 
    It was a small little cat roughly about 2 or 3 months old.
    And in white colour with black spots.
    While playing, with the kitten.
    There was a sound of cat's meowing. 
    I turn to my left, and found out that it is my baby!!!
    I'm so happppppyyyy!!!
    VERRYY VERRRYY HAAPPPY!
    Then i shouted, "Mom! Eik is home!"
    I grabbed a bunch of key and open the door in my kitchen!
    I hugged it real tight! and I shed my tears of happiness.
    My mother lay a kiss on my forehead and smile.
    She was happy that my cat is home ;)
    I love you mom!
    My baby looks so dirty, there were so many wound!
    When I lift it, wooo.. heavy.. It suddenly becomes so heavy!
    I'm very glad it came home safely..
    It is very lucky that it didn't get any serious injury.

    The most funny thing is, my cat come back home with all the cats
    That i told to look for my cat.
    Hahaha! Looks like the cats knows what I said :3

    I feel so relieved! No more tears every night =B
    After two weeks my cat lost, now it is HOME!
    HOORAAY!





    01 August 2011

    Happy Ramadhan everyone ;)

    Today is the first day of Ramadhan!
     and Alhamdulillah I go through it without any problems.
    but this Ramadhan is a little lonely.
    without my cat by my side. 
    now i know how do it feels when someone lost their cat and cry.
    it really is lonesome.
    my cat is the FIRST cat that I ever had.
    i took care of it since it was a kitten.
    it really is fun watching it growing. 
    You really don't know your cat are growing big without comparing a picture of it when it was little.
    when it is small, it used to sleep on my arm and then slowly it will crawl to my neck.
    it really is ticklish, so i pushed it back on my arm.

    When i got back from school, my cat is the first one came out of the door before my maid
    i took a bus on my home, when my cat heard the sound of the bus
    it come out as quickly as it can. 
    as if it WELCOME me home ;) 
    and then i lay on a chair and my cat will jump on the chair too.
    and lay between my armpit. it will hug my hand and sneak it's head under my armpit ><
    i don't mind it. i found it relaxing if my cat do so.

    when i am eating, it will sit next to me.
    and sometimes it will sit on my lap.
    and sometimes it wants to eat the food on the table.
    when i say 'EEEPPPPPP!' 
    my cat knows that I don't allow it to eat the food on the table.
    so it will look down and go back to its original state .
    it really is cute doesn't it?? 
    my cat is not the type to steal the food in the kitchen.
    my cat is sooooo freaking good!
    it has never peed or poo-d in my house.
    it peed or poop outside of my house area.
    so i don't have to worry to buy it's sand and to clean anything.
    all I have to do is just bath it. to keep it clean ;3

    after i had my lunch, i will go upstairs to take a nap in my room. 
    then i will shut my door.
    and then my cat will meowing outside of my room.
    if i don't let it in, it will meowing so loud, and try to sneak in under the door.
    but unfortunately it is too big to get in under the door.
    so it will let it's paws in.
    after watching it so hard to get in my room, i open my door. 
    to let it in.
    when i lay on my bed, it will follow me too.
    and then i sleep together with it.

    but now it is no longer with me.
    I don't know where it goes.
    or it is dead.
    i can no longer do this with him.
    i almost cry when type this.
    all i want to say is

    I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU EIK!

     (i'm sorry i'm not wearing my tudung, so i covered my hair with the color)
    our last moment ;(




    31 July 2011

    BABY!

    Where are you baby? it has been a week baby! WHERE ARE YOU??
    Please come back! don't make me worry no more!
    I told your friends to look up for you.
    But maybe they can't find you.
    I can't even stop thinking about you! 
    I'm wondering how are you out there.
    Are you alive? 
    I miss to cuddle you, kiss you, scratch your tummy!
    Please come back home :( don't leave me in tears baby..
    I miss you like crazy baby!!




    WHERE ARE YOU?! TT^TT

    09 July 2011

    laugh it out loud!

    ! HELLO HELLO !
    .. it has been month since i last updated.. 
    ..actually i have no time to update my blog..
    ..since i got no privacy to do so..
    ..okie back to the story..

    ..yesterday i laugh like crazy..
    ..after recess there is no teacher, so i spent my time doing unfinished homework..(physics, add math)..
    ..after finished brainstorming, i talk2 with my friends..
    ..i dunno why i cant stop laughing..
    ..they are not even making jokes.. and i dont know what is getting into me..
    ..then i drank a lot of water, and of course lah.. 
    ..after gelak2 and my tummy is filled with water makes me wanna pee..
    ..so i go to the toilet alonee..
    ..even when im pee-ing i snickered..

    ..actually the day before yesterday, i saw my crush's status..
    ..'u stole my heart, giv it back to me'..
    ..and the words makes me down in the dump..
    ..oh. maybe he found someone he like..
    ..that is good for him..
    ..i am burning with fire actually..
    ..but what can i do, he can like anyone he wants..
    ..just who am i to stop him..
    ..but i dont know who is the LUCKY GURL!..
    ..ahhh! im so jealous of her!..

    so i think that's why i laugh non-stop
    to cheer myself <3


    16 May 2011

    WILL IT REALLY SATISFY ME?

    I keep on sighing these days ...
    sometimes it makes me feel JUMPY n sometimes it makes me feel WORSE
    watching u from far will it really satisfy me??
    even though sometimes it HURTS
    stalking WATCHING u, has became a HABIT of mine



    27 February 2011

    EXAM EXAM EXAM

    TOHMOHROWH EHXAMH!
    noooooose!!

    MATH
    i have only studied for math!
    n not for the other subjects (since i only luv math)

    ACCOUNT
     is way too boring lahh
    i want to be an accountant.. but i'm dying of boredom...!
    wake up spirit! what will your future be if u r this lazy!

    HISTORY
     lagi lah BORING!
    can anyone makes me at least like history?
    i really hate the subject that unly have to memorize!

    CHEMISTRY n PHYSICS
    maybe i'm okie with this subjects.. hahah MAYBE..
    but i like anything that relates to math or science

    ADD MATH
    my gawd! i really need sumone to tutor me one-to-one
    since aq da tetinggal skit cuz my old spec is broken..
    huuuuu~~

    n the REST
    haa.. i dunno.. 
    but ENGLISH ..oh my.. not even a book i have..
    i mean exercise book.. 
    i neva do any english homework.. cuz tha teacher IS TOO KIND..
    if she is strict of cuz i'll do all the homework given!

    FORM 4 life
    has only ONE word to describe
    BbOoRrIiNnGg!!!
    not even a day, i have no homework
    n of cuz my work piles up.
    hessh.. how to face SPM if from the start i have given up?!
    nooo!!
    starting now! I HAVE TO STUDY!