Happy Ramadhan everyone ;)

Today is the first day of Ramadhan!

 and Alhamdulillah I go through it without any problems.

but this Ramadhan is a little lonely.

without my cat by my side. 

now i know how do it feels when someone lost their cat and cry.

it really is lonesome.

my cat is the FIRST cat that I ever had.

i took care of it since it was a kitten.

it really is fun watching it growing. 

You really don't know your cat are growing big without comparing a picture of it when it was little.

when it is small, it used to sleep on my arm and then slowly it will crawl to my neck.

it really is ticklish, so i pushed it back on my arm.

When i got back from school, my cat is the first one came out of the door before my maid

i took a bus on my home, when my cat heard the sound of the bus

it come out as quickly as it can. 

as if it WELCOME me home ;) 

and then i lay on a chair and my cat will jump on the chair too.

and lay between my armpit. it will hug my hand and sneak it's head under my armpit ><

i don't mind it. i found it relaxing if my cat do so.

when i am eating, it will sit next to me.

and sometimes it will sit on my lap.

and sometimes it wants to eat the food on the table.

when i say 'EEEPPPPPP!' 

my cat knows that I don't allow it to eat the food on the table.

so it will look down and go back to its original state .

it really is cute doesn't it?? 

my cat is not the type to steal the food in the kitchen.

my cat is sooooo freaking good!

it has never peed or poo-d in my house.

it peed or poop outside of my house area.

so i don't have to worry to buy it's sand and to clean anything.

all I have to do is just bath it. to keep it clean ;3

after i had my lunch, i will go upstairs to take a nap in my room. 

then i will shut my door.

and then my cat will meowing outside of my room.

if i don't let it in, it will meowing so loud, and try to sneak in under the door.

but unfortunately it is too big to get in under the door.

so it will let it's paws in.

after watching it so hard to get in my room, i open my door. 

to let it in.

when i lay on my bed, it will follow me too.

and then i sleep together with it.

but now it is no longer with me.

I don't know where it goes.

or it is dead.

i can no longer do this with him.

i almost cry when type this.

all i want to say is

I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU EIK!

 (i'm sorry i'm not wearing my tudung, so i covered my hair with the color)
our last moment ;(